Blindly Following God

Lost and Confused SignpostI wish I understood the mind of God…

Our plans have changed. We are no longer going to the Creation Truth Foundation in June, as we originally had planned. And things were really starting to pick up for us in that arena, too.

Our support level had reached 65%. Our goal was 80% in order to join the CTF staff. Things were really starting to come together.

And then on April 17, we got “the phone call.” The CTF board met on April 16, and decided that we were not to be hired. After a week of prayer, we started contacting our supporters and notifying them of this change in plans. And we sent out a mass email to our church and many of our friends (which I have included below).

Confirming The Call

Blocks of FaithSometimes my life can be so confusing.  Last October, we began raising support to join the staff at Creation Truth Foundation.  Read my blog here.

After several months of working at raising support, we had only reached the 42% mark. With only a few weeks yet to go, I was beginning to panic. After all, I have a family of six to provide for. And as of June 1, my salary here at First Christian Church ends. What am I to do?

So I began sending out a few resumes. We had a couple of GREAT prospects… At least, from my point of view they were great. One by one, the youth ministry options began to disappear. One church hired another guy. Another church advised me that I had about a 6-7% chance of being hired by them. Wow. That was encouraging… A couple of other churches never responded at all. And yet another informed me that the cost of living in their community is astronomically high. My options were disappearing at an alarming rate!

Days Filled With Emotion

It’s time.  We have officially started packing up the house.  And as we pack and clean, we are trying to eliminate as much stuff as we can possibly live without.  That requires sorting through and looking at everything as we pack it up.  I’m the kind of person who would rather throw it all into a box, and deal with it as we unpack it.  Heather is of the opposing mindset: Why move it when you can throw it away here?  I guess she has a point.  But I would rather not deal with some of the baggage attached to some of that stuff…   

It’s going to be tough to leave First Christian Church.  We came here after a bad ministry experience.  And shortly after we got here, my brother, Mike, passed away.  FCC has truly been a place of healing for us, in numerous ways.  This body has become family.  So much so, in fact, that I have about a half a dozen “Moms” here.  Not to mention sisters, brothers, and close friends. 

And while we are feeling sadness, there’s also an exhileration.  We know that God has great things in store for our future.  So that leaves us with a bitter sweet taste in our mouths. 

And so we are packing up the house.  We don’t know where we are going to put it all until we find another place to live.  Right now, it’s going into a storage unit owned by a family here in the church.  They donated a storage unit to us until June.  But they received word recently that they are losing that property, and will have to find another source of income.  I wonder if their bank will continue to donate a unit to us… Probably not.  So, either we have to fit that expense into our budget, or we will have to find another location to stash all of our stuff.  And both of those options are pale in comparison to the change that family is going to have to make as they find work.  My prayer are with them… 

And so, June 1 approaches.  And with it, our sanity disappears…

Jadon Philip Randleman

Jadon Philip Randleman is here!  Jadon was born on November 21st.  He weighed in at 7 pounds, 14 ounces, and was 21 inches long.  Both Jadon and Heather are doing great.  Since he was three weeks early, there was a little concern that his lungs weren’t strong enough to expel all of the fluid in them, but he did just fine.  Thanks to all the fine staff at Skaggs Hospital for all they did to help Heather through the delivery.

Jadon Philip Randleman

But, as usual, Jadon’s birth didn’t happen without the crazy Randleman drama that is so typical of our family.  Here’s the story.

Since Heather was still three weeks away from her due date, and since none of the rest of our kids came earlier than the projected due date, I assumed that it was safe for me to take a weekend trip to Tulsa, OK.  The National Missionary Convention was going on that weekend, and Creation Truth Foundation had a booth there.  Dr. Sharp was teaching a couple of classes, and I was to be there to help out, since we will be joining the staff at CTF in June.  You can read all about that here.

So, Thursday morning, November 20, I got up around 4:00 am, showered and got dressed and packed and headed for Tulsa.  I arrived at the Convention Center around 9:00 am.  I hadn’t been there for more than an hour when Heather called me, letting me know that her water had just broken, although she didn’t loose all of the fluid until about 3:00 that afternoon.

I left Tulsa before 10:00 am and headed home.  I stopped in Joplin for gas, and since the gas station had a Wendy’s inside, I ran in for a burger to eat in the car.  I reached the beginning of the line at the same moment as another family reached it.  And, being the nice guy that I am, I allowed them to go before me.  They really took their time deciding what to order, to my frustration and impatience.  But finally, I had my bacon cheeseburger, and was out the door.

What To Do With Christmas Busy-ness

There’s a sermon here…  This devotional thought came from Days of Praise, the daily devotion from the Institute for Creation Resources, written by Henry M. Morris, III.

Christmas Tree

I start my day each morning with devotional thoughts from ICR.  This one came December 22, 2008.  As we are all caught up in the busy-ness of Christmas, in our over-commercialized, materialistically saturated culture, this came at a time in my life that rather caught me by surprise.  This two minute reading helped me keep my focus from wavering, allowing me to keep the proper perspective about the purpose of my existence.  I hope it helps you as well.

What To Do
“But take diligent heed to do the commandment and the law, which Moses the servant of the LORD charged you, to love the LORD your God, and to walk in all his ways, and to keep his commandments, and to cleave unto (hold fast to him – NASB) him, and to serve him with all your heart and with all your soul.” (Joshua 22:5)

This exhortation by Joshua to the tribes that would be living east of the Jordan, away from the tabernacle and most of their brethren, is still of relevance today–especially to those whose ministry requires them to live far away from some central place of Christian teaching and fellowship. It is given in six parts, each beginning with an infinitive (“to…”), and expresses a key aspect of our relation to God.

We should give diligent heed to:

“Do the commandment and the law.” That is, be careful to obey the Word of God.

“Love the Lord thy God.” This, according to Christ, is “the first and great commandment” (Matthew 22:37-38). We must give first priority to the worship of God.

“Walk in all his ways.” The day-by-day words and deeds of the believer should always be consistent with the nature of God, whether or not there are specific references governing each one in Scripture. Our behavior should be characteristic of the ways of God.

“Keep his commandments.” The essential meaning of the Hebrew word here for “keep” is to guard! We are to defend His Word against its enemies, fighting the war of God.

“Cleave unto him.” “Hold fast to him” (NASB). We should stay in such close communion with Him that we can always know and follow the will of God.

“Serve him.” As we are faithful in the foregoing duties, we are then able, wholeheartedly, to serve in His name and to do the work of God.

I hope this is as encouraging to you as it was to me.  May you keep you focus on Christ this Christmas season.  Merry Christmas!

A Silent And Holy Night

I must confess.  The following thoughts are not my own.  They come from the blog of Dan Bode.  This article simply made me think.  So many of the thoughts here have been running circles in my mind for so long, except without any clear articulation.  Dan Bode has helped place my thoughts in order.  And I am blessed.  I wanted to pass it on so you can be blessed as well.

Nativity Scene

It was indeed a Silent and Holy night.

There was little left to do but watch. The animals had long since fallen asleep. The small town activities had for the most part ceased, and those who still escaped the realm of dreams were oblivious to the occasion to which they were not witness. Most were merely puzzled by the Star never seen before even though it seemed to hover right over this little town of Bethlehem, a town whose very existence was based on the industry of providing sacrificial lambs for the temple in Jerusalem.

The only sounds were the moans of a young, soon-to-be mother in the final hours of a labor that had begun in the Garden so long ago. The will of her body was overcome by the need of the moment as contraction after contraction contorted her features with pain. But she had known this was out of her control from the moment she became aware of His presence.

The only other person aware of the import of this moment is the man at her side. The one on whose shoulders fall the responsibility of helping to bring into this world He who will be the Flesh of God.

All the questions that race through their minds are pushed aside as the symphony of the birthing process reaches its crescendo, and suddenly the Life of Man is Present in this world.

I find myself envious of their perspective. They were there at the beginning, and all they knew of the child at that moment was the name of His Father and His role as Savior of the world. They could take joy in the grasping hands and the baby’s laughter.

I, on the other hand, have the historical perspective as well.

I can look back at His birth, and look back at His death as well.

And there lies the difference..

I cannot see the newborn babe without the grown man on the cross.

I cannot see the grasping hands without the nails piercing His flesh.

I cannot see the smooth brow without the thorns.

What I can see is the mercy of our maker.

Some would say we deserve only His pity for what we’ve done with what He’s given us, but pity is merely mercy without action, and God can never be described as complacent.

He has always been active in His love for us, even undeserving as we are. And because of all this I will always see the whole life of Christ as the Great Substitution. Completely undeserved.

Undeserved by Christ for suffering penalties not meant for Him.

Undeserved by me for being unable to make the necessary sacrifice.

It took so long for me to discover that I truly needed a Savior.

And so I sit as the world goes by around me; almost everyone once again oblivious to the occasion to which they are not witness.

So, into this Silent and Holy Night I have these three things to say:

God have mercy.

Joy to the world when you recognize your Lord.

Happy Birthday Jesus!

God’s Blood: The Name God Gave Adam

Dirty Hands

Here’s another interesting bit of Genesis creation information that I found intriguing.When God created man and woman, he named the man Adam (Genesis 5:2). In the original Hebrew Adam’s name has a very interesting etymology, and refers to his own blood.

“A” refers to God, as it does in numerous other instances in the Hebrew language, such as “Adoni.”

The rest of the word, “dam”, has several meanings, foremost of which is “red, ruddy”, even “bloody.”

And so, “Adam” literally means “God’s blood.” That speaks volumes about our relationship to God; we truly are God’s children.